[4 again, dnw this to be an edit]

This is an edit to my last post, except i wanted it to have its own post? cool.

Alright, so I'm in a pretty fucking bad mood right now, and I'm pretty speechless right now. I mean really? Of all people, why that one? You can do better, I know you can, apparently all you want is that, and that's what those certain people are for. You don't realize that I actually do care about you and don't want you getting screwed over by some immature hoe. COOL. I think I'm going to play guitar or something before I flip out, even though the point of THIS is to write alla that shit here. So, here I go. I can't stand you at all, you need to open your eyes and realize that people care about you, just because ONE thing was fucked up, doesn't mean everything else is, shit happens, and things change. you need to realize that. You need to stop writing shit indirectly towards people, I know it's either about me or one of my friends, and its fucking annoying as hell that you're supposed to be one of my closest friends and you're always saying shit about me. Another one, you can't do anything for yourself, you're pretty much a fake person. You follow what everyone else does and takes from them the things you like, and it creates you, technically you're nothing of your own, except maybe your personality, but everything else is taken from different people. I really can't stand it, just like I can't stand myself. Really? When people look at me what do they see? Probably something bad, I don't even know. I used to be this great person and then everything changed and I'm completely different. I actually think it's pretty funny when people have a stereotype of 'scene kids' and 'emo kids' because they all think the same, ' Oh if I cut myself, and tease my hair I'm scene/emo ' No, not at all. Just because that's the stereotype doesn't mean anything. That's what people expect, Emo is short for Emotional, where do people get cutting from? Maybe some people take it to the extreme and do that, BUT not always. People just don't know when to stop, stereotypes are rediculous, and I don't want to be put under one because of my actions, appearence, and/or emotions. I think that if I stayed how I was I probably wouldn't have this stupid depression shit all the time. People would actually talk to me. Something like that, I don't know. I want to be different, but it's not possible. I actually really want to be gone, away from everyone just for a little while maybe until reality actually hits me, or till I realize what the fuck is wrong with me. I just really can't take much of anything much longer, and ever since you're not here, this has only been 34723 times worse then normal. Whatever, nothing even matters anymore, maybe I'll text you or something. Atleast it'll put me in a better mood. Bye.