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Yesterday wasn't a good day, at all. My life pretty much sucks. I've been putting off writing this since I got home from school, I don't really know why. But I'm writing now so here this whole mess of a post goes. I've been pretty depressed in the past 4/5 months, and I've gotten to the point where I wanted to die, there's this cycle ting, and it starts off that I'm really happy, until something happens and I get really depressed, and to the point where I'm suicidal. But I will never actually do anything. I'll get happier and then everything starts all over again. Sometimes the depression lasts longer then other times, usually it's one day and a night, and then I'm fine the next day. I can't take that though, Tuesday night this started, Wednesday i was miserable, and today wasn't SO bad, but it was still kind of bad, everything pretty much sucks. I'm really thankful to have my bestfriends who care alot. I don't know where I'd be at this point without them. Amanda, Christian + Amy thank you for all your help and everything. I love you. <3 :D UH well so my mom took my computer and so I posted this a day after >.< goodbye!