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Today, I've decided that ^ Alex Evans is genuinely the greatest person on the face of the earth. :D Anyways, I just woke up, and my brother Griffin is SCREAMING at the top of his lungs. It woke me up. I'm still extremely confused about everything. I feel like I'm wasting my time worrying about something that probably isn't ever going to change, or happen, or anything. Even though a few people are thinking the same way that I am, maybe that's a good thing. This is the most confused I've been in a long time, and I really don't want to be. SO, today will probally suck, I feel like shit, stupid allergies my dad still thinks I'm sleeeping, maybe I should go downstairs? I really don't want to since he told me and my brother that its ' no electronics Sunday ' which basically means we're not allowed to use laptops/ipod/cellphones all day because he wants to see us instead of us using them. I think it's really stupid, but whatever. I can't do anything about it. Everytime I write in this blog, I'm going to try and type properly ( except for words that I cannot spell :D ) it'll make me feel acomplished hahahaha. It's REALLY REALLY REALLY hot out, yay ! Tomorrow I'm supposed to be going to my grandparent's house, and their pool is open! :D Hopefully it will be nice out, even though, the pool is heated xD I'm done writing for now, maybe I will edit this at somepoint today. <3

edit: 9:40pm - So, today wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. Ended up that my dad didn't take anything, or shut the internet off. lololol. I almost passed out, even though I think that had to do with something that I didn't eat anything untill like 2:30pm. But I like, went to get something, and I couldn't see straight, and like everything started blacking out, so I couldn't' really see. It was actually really scary, I thought it was something serious and I was going to faint. That would REALLLY suck >.< I was listening to Relapse the new Eminem CD, and it actually isn't that great. There's like one or two songs that are good, otherwise they all suck. I have alot of planning todo for my sweet 16, and I really don't want to start. Me and Amy are going to go look for hot kids one day :D I'm excited. I was talking to an old friend of mine, named Ron. It's funny, I haven't seen him since 6th grade when I completly avoided him because I was in love with him, but like, the omg i'm in 6th grade kinda love. Not like the stuff t hat happens now. Well, the point of the story was that, it's really funny that you can not see someone for 4 years, but still be good friends with him, but it kinda makes me realize how much i miss being little, when nothing really mattered, you can get away with anything just because you're little. eeep whatever, I'm rambling on about nothing. I'll write again tomorrow :D ILOVEYOU. Goodbye<3